Take it or Leave it* i don't want to grow up
i just want to stay a kid
i'm tired of being what you want me to be
i wanna be myself
i wanna see the world
and see how it really is.
i'm tired of living in a lie.
i want to speak my mind
i wanna be who i wanna be
not waht you tell me
i'mtired of making you proud
i know that i'm letting you down
this is who i am take it or leave it
remember when i wa a young one?
all the wrong things that i've done
i was just a kid
i know i make you pround now mom,
i'm everything you did'nt want me to be.
i know i made you cry
it just makes me wanna die
that i hurt you by being ME!
this is who i am take it or leave it because i won't come back.
-melie anonymous why does he act so mad
he's the best thing that i ever had.
guys like him just walk away.
sometimes i wish i had some respect
treated me for who i am.
sometimes i wish he was'nt gay.
looking in my room
i think he's being a little rude
why does he take his time masterbating?
he makes me go so insane
why does he plays these games?
i'm tired of running around
people like you make me sick,
you and your little dick
people like you i cannot stand.
maybe i'll see you again someday,
and my day won't look so grey,
and maybe you won't be gay.
-melie |  |
Beauty The sun sets it's self upon the beach,
night is ours today.
Beauty,
open your eyes,
let your eyes wonder into day.
Upon the stars,
eyes always wonder,
we always see,
always calling.
the voiceless ask to borrow yours,
so sweet and always keep falling.
Awaken beauty,
you are my soul,
my voice that speaks,
that never sleeps.
Inside your mouth is the song,
that bids my heart to beat.
Without your beauty,
my endless cry,
starring down with my naked eye.
For even I,
I have lost my beauty.
-melie I'll Still Miss You I wish you were beside me
I wish you were holding me tight,
each and every night.
I miss the softness of your kiss
I wish you were here,
so i could hold you near.
I know that you are'nt far away from me.
but i still miss the way,
the way you look into my eyes each day.
I'll be here waiting for your return,
untill then
I'll still miss you.
-melie(*this "song" goes to my boyfriend, i wrote this when he went away.) |
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